@ Doha International Airport - Philippines, here we come! :)

bestfriend.

i miss you TEDDY. my BEST FRIEND :>

i did this, because, earlier you said to send you a picture. But that time, it was a very bad timing. (secret na lng kung bakit :-“”) So naalala ko dati na ginawa mo din to. Kaya naisip ko na eto din gawin ko. Pero hindi naman to ung sinend kong pic sau, haha. lappy kse gamit ko dito and ung sinend ko ay through bb na lng :)

i really miss you so much ;”( One day na lang, i’ll also be in the philippines na, pero an layo mo pa din sakin. Pero, kahit na ilang miles layo mo sakin, magkaparehas na naman tayo ng timezone, at okay na ako dun.

<3

i never stopped loving you, i just stopped showing it.

This is one of my weakness. Hiding what i really feel. I always fail when i do these stuffs like trying to Smile though inside i’m really hurt. Laughing till i cry, so it wasn’t obvious that what i really want is to cry.

I’m not a great pretender but i guess, this time i succeeded. It was really hard to pretend you’re okay and happy for the person you love on what’s goin on with his life right now, though i know holding on with this feelings won’t change a thing but i still keep on going. Yeah, that’s too dumb and stupid. But it’s really fuckin’ hard to let go. 

Soon this will fade. hope so..